stephie bitchie loves wendy loserly

haha..
hey bitch, I'M DAMN SCARED. like really freakin out now. this whole posting thg is really haunting me like shit. i cant believe im actually DREAMING (or rather, nightmare-ing) abt the whole thg. like for 3 straight days, ive been waking up in cold sweat at 7am n then falling alsp agn. THIS SUCKS BIG TIME. argh.. i shldve put AC as my 2nd choice. seriously if i cant go vj, i rather go AC than anythg else. oh my.. i dont wna end up in anderson. ill b so terribly miserable lar. damn. i wna go AC with u. life sucks like shit. some ppl r so pretty, so rich, so smart, so nice, their lifes r so disgustingly perfect. im ranting. haha sorry.. i shld totally have my own blog. im burnt like a lobster :l